The day after
It’s the day after my interview visit. I have to admit I’m feeling a bit surreal. In looking over my resume I found an error in play of words. Wish I would have caught that prior to printing. I had no expectations going in, so why do I feel so strange?
It’s almost like I failed at something, or could have done better at the very least. In my heart I know that it is just a flash back of my personality. I am quick to beat myself up for mistakes made by myself and even others, not that I believe any were made yesterday;.
I have rarely shrugged responsibility for my actions, and never pawned them off on another. I have broadened my shoulders to hold responsibility when the burden wasn’t entirely mine to bear.
It’s a humbling thing that is under appreciated but recognition for that quality is not the motivation for enabling it.
A new era: I refuse to stress over the recent events. If the job doesn’t pan out, I trust in God’s will for me.